2006. TIP discussion related. Assignment The questions give significance to the answers The questions prompt emotion and bewilderment. The answers are prophecy with blurry images that prompt dissolution.

Late 2002. This is where I developed my common signature “Comedy of the tragedy” which I have used everywhere until very recently. When I started to truly fall out of religion’s grace and I consciously acknowledged it. Cruel Innocence In memory of the fallen who still believe in miracles The smile that mocks your anguished …
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Early 2003. Frustration at my inability to draw as I would like to so I chose to write about it. Travis related. Untitled If I can not write my heart for you I will color it with shades of red and grey In this you will hold my soul which is an unselfish art For …
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Things I just wrote down in 2003 while confining myself to the basement in my sister’s room. Away from all the chaos. Her room was bigger. I burned some small white candles. I liked burning things and watching fire in general. Fascinating. I burned my nail today on a candle’s fire brother on Sunday told …
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We did nothing in art class. High School. 2002. My last year. I doodled with the art supplies mostly and write various things. I found my soul and heart and lost my body Yet – my soul is darker shades of grey and only half of my heart is left. Lock of Infinity An S …
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Dedicated to Travis pre-West Virginia visit. 2003. First anything written in relation to my love or affection towards anyone. Freedom My wings are clipped All I want is to see your smile Fly with no wings to touch you You are happiness You are my light Soon the cage door will swing open Soon the …
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2001 during the summer when I was attending the STEP Upward Bound Project. We had to write a Haiku for English class. Inspired by Terry Goodkind’s “Stone of Tears” book. Untitled Haiku The darkest black night huddled figures dark eyes Stare deeply in yours

Had a debate with someone on IRC about the notion of innocence and beauty being linked. 2003-2004. So I ended up trying to define beauty. I feel the same way, just would have worded it better than I did in this poem. Beauty Such beauty that I see I know it will never be for …
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Idle thoughts in 2003. Rhythm. Dedication miseducation blurry details   line border mixed colors genius insanity formality profanity immortality mortality

Written on the same page as Civil in 2002. Both done during a class that I was taking at night after University classes for Nurse\’s Assistant license. This one is about me progressively losing my 20/20 vision. I eventually became officially Near-sighted. Infinity Eternity I no longer look at the borders restrictions which are no …
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